Oh, tell me about that call. What do you remember about the call? You gotta tell…oh, wow. What a story…tell me…sorry.
Yeah, it was a really surreal experience. I actually got it as a voice mail. When I woke up in the morning, you know, you’re groggy eyed. I’m two hours behind New York, the East Coast. Harriet, his wife, had called me. I was listening to my voice mails, you know, normal stuff, and there’s just one there that says, “Hello, Brandon Sanderson. This is Harriet McDougal, the widow of Robert Jordan. I would like you to call me back. There’s something I want to talk to you about.”
And what are you thinking it is at the time, did you know?
I had no idea what to think. I mean, I had posted a eulogy to Robert Jordan on my web site, one of many who did that just because he meant so much to so many of us.
And…I’m sorry, brandonsanderson.com . We’ve got links up at Louie Free Show to brandonsanderson.com . Go ahead, I’m sorry.
Yeah, yeah. You can read that original eulogy. I’m going to post a new link to it because a lot of people are coming by looking for it. Anyway, I posted that, and she had read that. A friend had given it to her because it had touched them. Harriet, his wife, is also his editor. There’s a wonderful story there. I mean, she discovered Robert Jordan as a writer first, and then while working on the books together they fell in love and got married. And so, she’d been involved in his books from the beginning. But anyway, she had called me up to find out if I was interested in completing the Wheel of Time. I just assumed she’d read my eulogy and she wanted to call me to talk to me about that…I don’t know what I’m thinking. I tried to call her back, but she didn’t answer because she was actually out. It had been several hours since her call.
Now, wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute…Brandon, were you freaking out, not being able to reach her?
I was freaking out. My wife says…she says I was more nervous that day than on our wedding day.
(cackles loudly)
Yeah…she’s just a little bit bitter about that. But you know, I replied I had six months to get ready for the wedding. This just came out of nowhere, dropped on me like a ton of bricks. So I’m sitting there kind of running around in circles. I call my editor and he doesn’t respond, he’s not in. I call my agent and he’s not in. And so I go up and talk to my wife and I’m just talking a mile a minute. You know, I’m a fast talker, anyway, so you can imagine me that excited. It was just crazy. I eventually got a hold of her by calling up the publisher and saying, “Uh…I just got a call from Robert Jordan’s widow.” So they’re like, “Oh yeah. We’ve been trying to get a hold of you all day. Okay, we’ll get her to call you back.” She said she just wanted to see if I was interested. She thought I was a potential prospect. She wanted to read my books first, but before even doing that she wanted to make sure I was interested. And I wasn’t sure how to respond, to be perfectly honest. I mean, I didn’t think, and I still don’t think, anyone could replace Robert Jordan. He was an author like we don’t get very often.
Okay, but hold on, hold on. I’m sorry, hold on a sec…let me ask. Here you are, here you are. It’s kind of like…you grew up on his nourishment for your brain—your brain food, if you don’t mind. You grow up on this, you love this guy, I mean, you’re freaked out he passes away, so there’s not going to be more. You get a call from his wife slash life partner slash editor and she says, “Brandon, we want you to carry on the legacy of this guy that has been a ‘small g’ god to you.” Correct? Is that a fair assessment?
Yeah, oh yeah. That’s a very fair assessment. That’s the situation I’m in. I was so tongue-tied, Louie, that I don’t think I was able to even speak two words together. I wrote her an email the next day that said, “Dear Harriet. I promise I’m not an idiot, even though I sounded like one.” I took that whole night thinking about it. And eventually what I came up with was that I didn’t think anyone could replace him, I didn’t think I could replace him. I did not think that I could write as good a book as Robert Jordan could have, and I still don’t think anyone could have written as good a book, because he should be here to write this book.
But I came to a decision that night. I realized if someone was going to write this book, I wanted it to be me. If it couldn’t be Robert Jordan, I wanted it to be in the hands of somebody who loved and revered the series. I’d read some of the books eight times at that point. I’d reread most of the series all the way through often when a new book would come out. I knew that at least then it would be in the hands of someone who wouldn’t take it and run off with it and make it their own, but would have tried to make it see his vision and be his story. And I’d made that decision, I realized, yes, I do want to do this. It’s a tragedy that we lost him, but if I’m doing it, then I know it won’t be screwed up. And so that’s when I wrote her the email and said, “Harriet, I’m sorry I sounded like an idiot. I do want to do this, and these are the reasons.”
She had to know that you were going to be…I mean, she had to know that whoever she called and obviously called the right person. Again, the results…the book, now available everywhere. If you camped out, you’ve already got yours. If you don’t, you can have it. Please buy it at your local independent bookseller when you are able to. The Gathering Storm . It is The Gathering Storm . And it’s Brandon Sanderson and Robert Jordan’s name obviously prominent on the book. Gathering Storm …available everywhere. It is available at your independent bookseller. It is available in your neighborhood. Please, before you buy—I hope you don’t mind this, Brandon—before you go to buy it online, buy it from a store where your neighbors and the people in your community are going to benefit.
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